love is evolution by decision ... a divine intervention ...
i am the solution and the problem.
~ no longer now | sense field (from tonight and forever)
i'm what many consider a closet romantic. i like that feeling of being treasured by a man. i like the giving & receiving of sacrifice for the betterment of the relationship. i desire that i find a man who shares these same outlooks.
coupled with that is my frustration with loose ends, with lack of closure. through it i know God simply tells me to wait. it is not in my nature to wait on much. i imagine part of that is the impatience of my american culture. but, i can admit that i am not a readily patient person.
i have literal & figurative road rage. my excuse is, "i like to get where i am going." ah, the irony when i get stuck in traffic, with people blocking my way. so then the questions arises of how to reign in that desire. it can be a drive or ambition, but in hovering ways it can be a downfall.
i am the solution & the problem. but i'll stick with this holding pattern because i think the benefits outweigh the fears.
i am the solution and the problem.
~ no longer now | sense field (from tonight and forever)
i'm what many consider a closet romantic. i like that feeling of being treasured by a man. i like the giving & receiving of sacrifice for the betterment of the relationship. i desire that i find a man who shares these same outlooks.
coupled with that is my frustration with loose ends, with lack of closure. through it i know God simply tells me to wait. it is not in my nature to wait on much. i imagine part of that is the impatience of my american culture. but, i can admit that i am not a readily patient person.
i have literal & figurative road rage. my excuse is, "i like to get where i am going." ah, the irony when i get stuck in traffic, with people blocking my way. so then the questions arises of how to reign in that desire. it can be a drive or ambition, but in hovering ways it can be a downfall.
i am the solution & the problem. but i'll stick with this holding pattern because i think the benefits outweigh the fears.
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